Bilal,from India,25,work as a 船员(maybe he dont wanna talk about that,i guess).185cm,tall huh~ has sunny smile.and...... blah blah blah.. thats much wot i knew about him.
wotever,we spent a good time together.he's funny.and Lana like him as well.
but,like i'd told Lana before we met him.i wish he were him.REALLY.i do wish he were him.but he's not. sadly....
even i'd dream of the sight when i seen him face to face. maybe i would cry or didnt know what to do and wot to say to him,hehe.....
its just a DREAM for me now.i wish and im trying to make it come true.becuz he's really the one i want during my life... he's everything to me.. although most of times i hope he's not.becuz it hurt me badly.but HE IS! he's everything i want. GOD~ i do miss him from day to day.the day in missing him is like a year to me.
evey guy whoever i met ,i'd contrast with him. then i'd noticed that,he's the only one i want.i know,im sooo crazy about him,but i cant stop since i seen him in the first sight.
really,i wish he were him..... i wish he were ......the man who has a little boy ,the man who is very busy and left out me for a long long long time,the man who ..... always made me happy and hurt me the most badly. the man who loves music,loves rabbit and take good care of his boy .the man who i falt for him in the first sight.the man who i really care about that ever had before. the man who ......i love deeply.the man who named bendan...............
but,my bendan wont know how much he mean to me and how much i love him.
yea,this fact make me wanna cry.....
but i still fall for him and i know it would last forever even he wouldnt know.
wo ai ni,bendan.yong yuan..
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