wish i have a HAPPY & New year~!

now its 22:22 here.the last day in this year.the last day i missing you.
Joe and Wan arrived this morning.and we hangin' out all day long with his students.as last time,pretty tired now,but less hour later,i have to celebrate the new year with my classmates.
i still sad today.still.
i told Wan about this sad thing.and she comfort me that thats wot US guys do ,always~! they play a lot,they not serious about girls in this ages.
i was so sad.....

but anyway,i know i would be better soon.

i sitting in the bus to come back just now. i sitting at the back seat of the bus.i was looking out of the window,looking the night views in this city.everyone is exciting tonight everywhere.but wot i feel is just lonely and lonely and lonely.
wot i could thinking about is still him. again and again..
i cant stop my brain to touch him.

even he so bad to me,even he lied to me ,even i gave up on him,even i decided to forget him.....
he is still the one i want.

but as Wan said. always,the guys you want,but they dont want you.the guys want you,but you dont want them.

damn~!
i have a lot of dates i could go in this holiday.but,i dont know why,i cant ,i just cant meet someone else now. and i dont wanna lie to myself or hurt them.every love should be treasured.
i rejected all of them who wanna me go out with alone.yeah,i have many goood but reall excuses,accompany with my super star Joe and lovely Wan,accompany with my families,and attend the Marathon kind of that.

im appreciate their loves.

but,
im sorry,
now
i dont wanna anyone else....



wotever~
there's a NY-eve party then ,
HAPPY NEW YEAR ,everybody,and myself.



happy happy happy and happy~!!
is the mosr important thing for me NOW