it wrote last night~

Hey,
,here’s a letter for you,the first and last one.
Becuz I will not love you any more.you know,you lost the last chance I gave you today. And let me know that,you really don't care about me at all.
I even didn't think we will going like this way and end up like that.i thought even you don't love me any more,we still could be friends.but now.i know you definitely don't wanna be friends with me.
I’d cry for a week.and last night was the badly time. I got a nightmare ,about bao bao,he’d died in my arms,and I couldn't save him at all.i could do nothing,he was just playing with me,and died suddently. I ran and thought he would ran following me as usual wot we played. But not,he just away, even I couldn't touch him any more. I wake up from it.and tears tear my eyes…. I lost him,than lost you. Why? When he’d gone,I thought ,no worried,you would be with me forever. The fact tell me ,im a totally idiot!!!!
The funny is,I don't know the reason why you both leave me away. Bao bao couldn't tell me anything.i know,but you? You are an animal too??
Why??? I just wanna know why?? Wot the hell I did wrong?or any other things wrong.if anything I was wrong,I could change----for you~! But your so curel~! You even don't want to tell me the reason you leave me~
I asked all the people I met.why ppl change their minds sooooo fast~!!!the answer is, actually,they don't love you at all. Ohh,yeah,maybe you are collecting grils from different countries.
You,really hurt me~
Im serious about you,everything we talk .
I just confuse that,how could you say eveything if you really don't love a girl?!?! How can you~!!! Your sooo terrible~!!your such a BIG lier~!!!and if the excuse that your boy sick hard to survived is BOGUS,then I have to say,your soooo bad~ but until now,I still believed it's the only real thing you’d told me.
Hehe,I absolutely accept that you havnt love me at all. I mean it.
And Im not mad of you or blame you or wot. I just feel really sad that I have to give up on you. Becuz I really love you!! I really do.since we met,I’d never lied to you,ever!! And I promise you there’s no deeper love than mine. Unfortunately,I have to take it back. Believe it or not. You always right, you knew I never lie to you,you knew I never change my mind so easily,you believe I fall for you only….. funny huh~!
You know that but hurt me like this way. What is it?
Why?!??!?!?!!??!?!?
Tell me why?!?!?!?!?!?
You’d said you were serious about everything. Why…………….
I cant suffer it ,do you know. I cry and cry and cry ….. but….. nothing make up.
If I could choose,I wanna ever know you. Ever~!!!!

But dear, everything gone with the wind.so were you.
And you will never read this letter Im sure. And you will never know how much I love you and how a important person you’d lost from now on. Well, its time to say goodbye.
I wont love you any more.


Take care.
Best wishes for your lovely boy.







现在已经是31号了，0：00。
我在这里等了他一天，整整一天。
他是真的什么都不想告诉我了吧。
他是真的连一点点的在乎都没有了吧。

但我还是没有把那句话换掉。
我还在等待着他又忽然出现的那天
还在等待他又回来爱我的那天
笑吧，笑吧。
我还在梦想着奇迹
或是，不甘而已

放手吧。

却在打完这三个字的瞬间，听到im yours而崩溃。
那首他说在开车的时候听的，会让他想起我的那首歌。
我因为他这样说，而开始喜欢的这首歌
现在却是最让我伤心的歌。


跟小莫比起来
我真的很爱他的
毕竟，
我一直清楚小莫喜欢别人
而且我从一开始就知道我们只是玩玩
我会跟他交往也只是太寂寞罢了
虽然我也是很认真对待那段感情的

而他
第一个我想一起到老的人
第一个我想嫁的人
第一个我想有他孩子的人
第一个我一起计划未来的人
第一个我花那么多心血去爱的人
第一个我义无返顾相信他的人
第一个我那么那么那么那么深爱的人
怎么， 就只给我伤害呢？
怎么连我的心都看不见呢？
怎么可以，骗我骗得那么彻底呢？




我是真的爱你的。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。