a song say what i wanna say..

i've been living with a shadow overhead
i've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
i've been lonely for so long
trapped in the past, i just can't seem to move on
i've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
just in case i ever need them again someday
i've been setting aside time
to clear a little space in the corners of my mind
all i wanna do is find a way back into love
i can't make it through without a way back into love
i've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
i've been searching but i just don't see the signs
i know that it's out there
there's gotta be something for my soul somewhere
i've been looking for someone to shed some light not somebody
just to get me through the night i could use some direction
and i'm open to your suggestions all i wanna do is find a way back into love
i can't make it through without a way back into love
and if i open my heart again
i guess i'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
there are moments when i don't know if it's real
or if anybody feels the way i feel
i need inspiration
not just another negotiation
all i wanna do is find a way back into love
i can't make it through without a way back into love
and if i open my heart to you i'm hoping you'll show me what to do
and if you help me to start again
you know that i'll be there for you in the end


YOU KNOW THAT I'LL BE THERE FOR YOU IN THE END
i've been living with a shadow overhead since you'd disappeared.i cant talk to any other else about my feeling.becuz they dont think this is love.so i've just keep silence for a long time.
i do everything to forget you.
well,you just do wot you want ~~~

很失落很心痛。他还是上了空间，然后，避而不见。
我不知道我们之间怎么了。
他变了。
其实我是知道的，爱情不在了。可是我还在苦苦支撑。
我想会不会我这样坚持下去就会出现转机。
好痛苦。。。。。。
在生活中要强颜欢笑，在心里还要一直忍受这样的煎熬。。

可是我会等的，一年，我一定会等的。一年后，如果他真的不要了，那我，就放弃。。。。
真的。
可是我可能会在未来的某一天去找他。我是这样想。如果他没来，如果他最终放弃了，那我可能会去找他。就远远地看着他生活就够了。不打扰他。然后，这就是真正的结束~！未来不行，那么在结婚之前一定会去看他一次，看一次真实的他，才能把这个沉重的爱情放下。

我该怎么去想象自己还能如此深地去爱上他以外的人呢~！