today,again,Christmas
its about two weeks since you'd disappeared.
i wont blame you,i wont complain with you,i wont mad of you,i wont feel like im an abject girl,i wont see someone else,i wont do anything will make me crazy,i wont,i definitely wont.
i am just upset since you'd gone...
there must be sth wrong in my life.i even cant breathe the happy air.im totally blue now,but you dont know.
i thought i should grow up and be a considerate,thoughtful girl friend.i did ,i really did,and always .
i used to be a perfect girlfriend .i tried to do perfect things for them,i tried to pay the most patience ever for them,i tried to do everything i could do for them,i tried to last every relationship longer and longer ....
i'd do what i could do ,but-----why? why i still havnt recieved the love back ?
what's the matter with me?
i did too much?
i loved them more than love myself?
i cant figure it out how to love a guy...its complicated!its awful!!
im in a terrible mess... thanks to them!
i really dont want to go back way .but i cant handle it,you hold it.
i should move on,yeah,i should. i should treat myself as the only one of the world. ya,the only one,then even cant found afterward.the only they should appreciate who spen her short and valuable youth on them.and the only one who had loved them from deep heart ever!
love yourself more,girl!
P.S.: we six girls have a party tonight in our dormitory,hehe~!
everything gonna be fine ,be better~!!!
and still,
wish lovely @ is fine today~!good luck~!
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