终于等来的消息~

昨晚要上传去文化中心的视频,忽然在他的Youtube里看到他昨天有去看视频.

忍不住很伤心.觉得既然有上,为什么不找我,为什么连告诉我原因都懒得?

打给another,我只能说,在那种时候,我需要的就是他了.

然后

哭了.....

很委屈

在Youtube里给他留言,要他讲清楚

熄了等,躺到床上,抱着丁狗又哭了一阵,不知道什么时候就睡着了

今天醒来,眼睛变成了双眼皮了

然后就出去画壁画

到8点左右才回来.

还是没在msn里看到他的消息,很沮丧

然后想到youtube

打开,果然有他的消息了

Hey babe,I'm sorry I haven't been on, the reason I haven't been on is because @ has been very ill... about a week ago we thought that he may not survive... I've been so emotional and so stressed and so hurt by what's happening... He's starting to look a little bit better but I need to make sure that he remains okay so I have been staying by his said for most of the time.. I do miss you and I hope that you are ok and that you haven't given up on me... He's starting to look better I think so I think I may be able to get on like I normally do soon.. love you and I still have not changed my mind...~Love T.

然后

从那一刻得到了解脱

从一星期的沮丧,不安,烦躁,痛苦,委屈.......所有所有的情绪中解脱了出来..

昨天,

another才告戒我不要放太多感情了

今天,

我就又因为他的解释而舒心了

我......

真的很爱他