before the call..

now,im in a net coffe.i decided to call him later then.
i hang out since this morning. i dont know what will happen in the call.im so nevous about that.
i know,and im sure he will get out.
im afraid if he wanna pick up my phone.im not sure if he wanna talk to me about that.im definitely upset in these days.
yes,i should !i should got the explanation.its my rit to know that.
why is he so curel to me??
why it is a joke with me???
i curious about all of the stuff!!

today is a broke up day ,hehe
cheers~!bendan.

today is the end of this relationship
today is the start of the new life for me

but whatever

i love him soo much,i really do!!
but today,i have to over him
over him!

my tears isnt show anything
too much tears just becuz
becuz...
i will,and i can over him SOON

yes,girl
you have to leave him away now
he hurt you soooooo badly

you need someone who could valure you
then,you will fall for the one
and married him
and have their lovely bbs
and walk into the sunset ...
grow old together~

wot he had said,wot he had promised,wot he will do,all of them are nothing to you from now on.

this year will finish sooon
a completed new year comming now
change your mind,girl
change your love
and change you life~!!!

everything gonna be better than now
everyone gonna be better.


okay ,now is the before
i will write again after the call